What is God trying to tell me?

I hope that I am listening to God.

I thot I heard him and I made the decision only to have the decision reversed almost as I communicated it.

I don't know if it is for the better but I must believe that it is.

I need some security for the future. I think that is most important. No matter what happens, what I need to take good care of is the relationship with my husband.

We are going to be apart again and we are going into this uncertainty again, uncertainty on where our future lies.

But what's most important is that we stay strong together even if we are apart.

And that is my prayer to God. Let me walk the path of righteousness and let us walk in HIS grace.