I am weak but HE IS STRONG

These last few days have been ups and downs. I know God is preparing me for something. I don't know what it is but I know that I have to have faith.

HE seemed to have closed the door. I pray and pray and asked HIM to guide me, lead me, open the door for me. I felt sad, I felt defeated, I needed his assurance.

woOut of nowhere, HE sent to angels to assure me. People I hardly know, giving words of encouragement at times when I needed it. My spirits were lifted. I knew that God has a plan for me, I just need to have faith.

He opened the door. I was filled with hope and appreciation. I really wanted it. I prayed hard. I asked GOD to guide me, lead me and give me that opportunity. I really wanted it.

But HE closed the door. I was defeated yet again. What is your plan, My Lord? I know in my heart YOU has a plan and I know it will be a good plan.

It is just that I am weak now, I feel sad, I feel rejected, I feel defeated and I feel fear. Fear for the future, fear to take the step, fear for the change, fear for what God has in-store for me.

I am weak. But I know HE IS STRONG. I know that even now in my weakest moment, HE is with me and HE is guiding me. HE has a plan for me and it is a good plan.

I need to have faith in HIM.